ice cream.

At times I feel like the world envies me. Not only does this hurt, it kills too.

Could I always be wrong whenever I say the littlest things? Or was my statement above just so true? I have had enough of just being the nice girl next door. I'm just tired of acting as though your replies does not hurt. I'm just tired of talking myself through thinking that you could be the one that changes my world around. Could there be at least one guy that could change a girl's perspective towards them? As far as I'm concerned, guys come in different ways,I admit that but eventually they ended up being totally typical like those other jerks that came along in my side.

Sometimes I feel like some of you are just taking advantage on my kindness. I've been there for you through most of your bad moments and when good life hits you, I'm out of the picture? Seriously feeling the love! I should just give up on making you happy and try making myself happy for a change. I have to say that my problems are mainly yours. I trouble myself trying to solve your needs. But look how far we are now. Look how your life turned out to be. And when I tell you ONE freaking problem, you just couldn't care less. Oh wow! Nice one senorita!

Oh and you, please bloody have respect for me. I probably joke around much but honey, I have feelings. Probably you don't, that is why you just take things oh-so-lightly. I don't want to regret my choice on liking you, I take it as a life experience. Oh boy, you make me what I am today. A stronger person. I thank you dearly. I wish for the best for you. Love all you want, just don't hurt her the way you did to me. (: