sweetheart.

Lets make things clear, shall we?

I do not want to admit Ashman Admeen as my ex boyfriend. He is an acquittance of mine. Knew him from a friend. I have to say, a 4 days relationship meant nothing. Though it was nice knowing him. And yes, it hurts to know that he has gone his own way right after the break up. If you were me, you would have felt the same way. Yes, he said he loves me. But as actions speak louder than words, he has never proved anything. No, coming from Kota Damansara all the way to Segambut does not say it all. I must say that I forgot to forget him. But I can't be blamed fully on this. He kept on texting me. Which I love, frankly speaking that is. Everyone has been asking me how am I coping with all this, I'd be fine if everyone were to drop his name in every conversation. I am not the type that gets back up easily! Please oh please, I'm trying. Shouldn't I get credits for this? I wish for time to be back as it were to be before. As much as I hate him for what he has done, deep down, I still have feelings for him.

Here I go again, where did I go wrong in this :(