I don't know what's up with me and moving on. I see people doing it, but why can't I? I seem to be too pathetic, dumb and naive when it comes to guys. Gosh, help me. I'm vulnerable and fragile. It seems like even the littlest thing could break me down easily. I'm tired of putting on my best behaviour, best look and all just to impress one who can't even keep a steady relationship or even give a commitment. I think that my strengths are in my friends. Back when I was in school, all this things are easily forgotten. Now that school is over with, I can't seem to forget, I can't seem to let go, I can't seem to move on. I wish to have my girls surrounding me all over again. I wish to not have anymore heart breaks. I'm tired.

But yet again, that's why God made us girls as mothers. Mama said "us girls are stronger than men when it comes to all this" I guess that's what they mean by "Behind every succesful men, there is a woman!" You know, bila fikir balik kan, I think I'd be fine. I have mama and my girlfriends to go through this. Even if takes forever, I know they have my back. :)

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I rindu Haneef la plak. Mana la all his comments for my blog post! Come back Haneef! Be done with your FYP already! Ish. Hehhh :)