It's annoying. I got it back. The pain, the agony.
It's that time again. I am back to not eating good, having trouble sleeping, having breathing difficulties. Hands shiver. Puke back out what I ate or even drink. Dare not I to go for a check up.
Seeing the doctor has been something I avoid doing. I mean, everyone avoids doing that pun kan? So,yeah. It's tiring to wake up early in the morning because I couldn't sleep. Running to the toilet everytime I feel like puking even without eating. It's hard to sleep when you can't breathe. It's hard to tell my parents because they think I'm just seeking for attention. Bukan tak reti jaga diri or apa kan, it comes without me asking for it to come. Penat lah.
I try hiding it. Really, I do. But it shows. Mana tak, lepas makan je terus lari masuk toilet. Then mula la orang mengata ni mengata tu. HAIH! I didn't ask for it lahhhhhhh!
Where's Amad when you need him?! :)
It's that time again. I am back to not eating good, having trouble sleeping, having breathing difficulties. Hands shiver. Puke back out what I ate or even drink. Dare not I to go for a check up.
Seeing the doctor has been something I avoid doing. I mean, everyone avoids doing that pun kan? So,yeah. It's tiring to wake up early in the morning because I couldn't sleep. Running to the toilet everytime I feel like puking even without eating. It's hard to sleep when you can't breathe. It's hard to tell my parents because they think I'm just seeking for attention. Bukan tak reti jaga diri or apa kan, it comes without me asking for it to come. Penat lah.
I try hiding it. Really, I do. But it shows. Mana tak, lepas makan je terus lari masuk toilet. Then mula la orang mengata ni mengata tu. HAIH! I didn't ask for it lahhhhhhh!
Where's Amad when you need him?! :)
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