rockstar heart burst.

Let’s list down my girlfriends’ name,

Ziera, Fawaa, Teha, Myra, Tik, Dira, Intan, Ana, Yasmin, Amy, Zara, Ena and Zetty.

And now let’s list down they’re status.

Ziera – somebody is crushing on her.

Fawaa – dating.

Teha – dating.

Myra – somebody is crushing on her.

Tik – dah ada jodoh.

Dira – dating / somebody is crushing on her.

Intan – on a long distance relationship for over a year and still going on!

Ana – in a relationship.

Yasmin – in a relationship.

Amy – dating.

Zara – dating.

Ena – in an on and off relationship.

Zetty – in an on and off relationship.

Habis aku?! I don’t know if he’s crushing on me. I don’t know anything. He knows I want the guy who’s falling for me to sing “Falling for you” but, I don’t see him doing it. I’m not desperate to be in a relationship. I mean, look at my girlfriends’ status. Where do I stand when I’m with them? They’ve got stories to share with one another. I’m always the one left out. Bukannya nak ada boyfriend so that I could boast. No. never thought of it that way pun. You know, it’ll be nice that I could have someone to tell how my day went. What and who is bugging me. To just lift me up when I’m down. The one waiting for me at the other end with his arms wide open. Yes, I’m jealous with all my friends. Who’s not? Maybe God have different plan for me. :) Semua tadah tangan,

Ya Allah, ampunkan la dosa-dosa kawanku ini, berikanlah kebahagiaan kepada Hamim. Kuatkan lah semangatnya untuk mengharungi liku-liku harian dengan tabah. Amin ya rabbal al- amin.

Hee.