Love is an intense emotional attachment. Passion. The object of affection. Sense of underlying oneness. To show affection for, to be delighted with. To admire passionately. To be in love. To be delight.
That’s the meaning of love.
As I was on the phone yesterday with a friend, he had said that “Ustaz kata, kalau orang gaduh, means love” but honestly, who agrees with it? I don’t, to be frank with everyone. I don’t know why. Or maybe I do agree with it but with circumstances la. I’ve yet to fight with Ben, does that mean I don’t love him? Or even Apeez, does that mean I hate him? I fight with Aniqi after every single phone call, and at that moment, I don’t feel like I could love him like I usually do. Little brothers do that intentionally and I don’t get why! So that saying does not work at all
. You don’t love the one you fight most with. You just don’t. Just like me fighting with Faruq or even Fierdaus, does that mean I love them? I did but what does it lead to? A heart broken break up. And again, the saying does not work. I don’t fight with HafizSyaz but I still love him. That “gaduh means love” saying is just a white lie for young kids to just STOP fighting and get things right.
At this moment now, I don’t know who loves me other than my family and close friends. Other than that, it just seems so mysterious. I don’t know if Ben loves me. Dzauqi loves me or whoever at all at this point. I’m tired of hoping that things would fall into places..
Lets just hope that everyone loves me with good reasons and hate me with reasons that are true. Please and thank you ;)
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