ben ben ben ;)

Oh my, I’m in love with Benyamin ;) ahaha. Some story eh? Haha. Yea, I am in love with him. He has totally ruled my world. He’s my pet brother and I love him to death. I’ve yet to fight with him and we thought of it yesterday but nah, what’s the use of it kan? He has made me happy since, oh God, ever? Seriously. Ini tiada tokok tambah ye rakan-rakan sekalian. Ben and I have been friends since I was 13. And it has been the best 4 years of my life knowing him. Dia kata je dia tak kacak, but to me, he is. No, bukan nak ambil hati. It’s the truth. Ben, you’re good looking to me in every single way. You’re really nice to me and you’re the perfect type to be a girl’s soulmate. I barely talk to Ben lately. He’s often busy taking care of Umar. Studies and blablabla. And now that he’s back in Kuala Lumpur, lagi la tak cakap. Like he said yesterday night on the phone, “I tidur pukul 4 pagi, bangun kul 8 pagi and baru sekarang balik *it was 12 in the morning or so*” Kerja dia lepak je memanjang and takde time untuk I langsung. He said once I finish school, go to Melaka. He’ll take good care of me there. Lets everybody keep their fingers cross. Ahaha. Don’t mean to judge you Ben but the first thing you said when I asked you why do you want me there, your respond was “So that I can bully you” oh my gosh, my heart sank. Ahaha. Exaggerating much? Just a little bit. Overall, Ben has been nothing but nice to me and I certainly do not want to lose him. I can’t picture my life without him around. I don’t know how it would be like if everyone has gone their own way. I love you Ben and thank you for being the best. Xoxo. ;)