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Seems like years since I last blogged. Sumpah rindu blogging. I’ve got a lot to say before I started but now macam dah lupa balik. So, I’ll try to squeeze my memory out.

School.

Full of smexy people. As so Ziera would say. I told you this already kan? Let me tell you again. Orang di Hartamas sangat la sexy. Turning me on. Ahahah! Ok, no. but I do want to get turned on. I haven’t been making out for like ever! AHAHA. You’re not supposed to know that. But what the heck. Who would care?! I have this feeling that I needed to have lollipop. It was almost like pregnant people. Kempunan la katakan. Sumpah perasaanku sebegitu rupa. Ahaha. I texted my girlfriends asking their help to get me lollipop. Ziera couldn’t cause dia baru balik dari desa and I asked her just a little too late. K, fine. The following day I bought myself 2 lollipops. Sangap la katakan. Eheh! I miss Ben. Ok, takde kena mengena. School has been great. Really great. Maybe awal tahun je kot. I was picked by teachers of Lembaga Ketua dan Penolong Tingkatan as the PENGERUSI! Pengerusi baby. I was proud. Bangga la kejap. Bukan selalu. Then kena tegur la cause of my hair. Lawak gak la sekejap. Heh. Intan’s my Naib Pengerusi. Setiausaha is Yelena and Bendahari is Alisha. Ada gang oh. Agak best la rather than just work alone kan. We four would be leading the camp along with the PRS members. Best la. Then for Rumah Hijau, I’m the Naib Pengerusi. I’d be the one holding the, aaa, what’s that thing called?? Sepanduk! Behind Gan Hock Meng. I dislike the Lembaga of Rumah Hijau for some reasons that cannot be stated here. Agak membahayakan la. Knowing that teachers all have access of internet at home. :D:D ahaha. I’m not the Ketua Tingkatan, Afeeq is. But, nak jugak duk line depan. Teman Intan. Sekolah macam best. Taktau. Maybe it’s because it helps to lessen my break up pain? I’m not saying that it still hurts ke apa, but tah. My friends made my school day agak memberangsangkan. Ya Allah, rindu kat Ben sangat. Ben is my aaa, boyfriend at times, brother at times. Dia la tempat I spill everything. And now, si laki tu busy je memanjang dengan studies dia tuh. Ahaha, ok. Bodoh reason to be mad at. But it’s true. He’s neglecting me. Whatever it is, he dah kata nak datang jumpa I during this Chinese New Year hols. It’s not a promise though. But tengok lah kalau dia tak jumpa I, 3 years without me. Padan muka Ben. Hehe. Sayang Ben sangat-sangat. K Ben?

Friends.

I am currently not talking to Myra and it’s not fun at all. For me, it’s really stupid that we fought cause of the reason that can’t be stated here. Agak tak best la. Myra used to be my tempat I talk to. But during my break up phase, she actually said something yang menyakitkan hati that makes me think that she does not deserve to be my babygirl. Not a reason cause I dengki ke apa, nothing. Just that it hurts to have my baby telling me that my actions sebelum break was something I shouldn’t have done before. I don’t need to be blame at that time of phase. Now, I don’t mind la if dia nak cakap camtu, but at that particular moment, macam tak best. Makes me even weaker. Oh, Wednesday and Thursday, Yasmin came over to my house after stayback. Dia tuh, very and the smart. Haih, cannot go betul. Hate her to freaking bits. She bloody made me swim in bloody freezing water. Oh my gosh. I was freezing and if I stayed in the water longer, I’d get frost bite. That type of cold. Dia plak, senang je swim sana sini. And wasn’t shivering at all. Pelik tau dia tuh. I wore this very nice perfume and she said I smell like smoke. Babi. Tau tak? Babi. But whatever it is, friends are important. And no matter how much they hurt me, I’d never hurt them. And I did, I swear to you that it’s not intentionally. I love my friends to bit because they’re there for me. Like at all times. It really is not fun when I’m not talking to Myra. Rasa incomplete tau. Not just with her, with any of my friends’ la. If any of us fights, it feels so incomplete. Tak best. I just want my friends to know that I really do love them and that I really wouldn’t want to hurt them in any way. Memohon maaf sepuluh jari, dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki.

Guys.

Guys are hard topics. Rindu Ben. ;) heee. I miss Danang, Adlie and the list goes on and on. My ex boyfriend, is insane. Taktau apa masalah that dude. Whatever la kan. Aku ada backup. Takde boyfriend? So, peduli apa aku? Life’s better this way. I may not be surrounded by guys but who cares? Do you? I don’t think so. Please oh please, let your feelings of being jealous of me go. Let it fly away over the rainbow. Eheh. Lately, I’ve been texting with my junior, Aniqi. Cute kid he is. Starting message je Tanya whether my boyfriend marah tak if I call him sayang. First of all, boyfriend takde. Second, who cares?! Ahaha. Whatever, text semua. He’s just nice. When my ex called, he was there for me. Though he tertido awal. Which was cute. Cause I usually do that to people ;p eheh. i also text Amyn. Amyn ni, Amy punya ex. Dia sungguh comel. By comel, I mean his character. Macam budak-budak. Sungguh adorable. I’ve not seen him before and tu je la kot. He’s really nice too. Dia baru break, so he knows what I’m going through. And Adlie! My babygirl, my nyah. I love him. Sayang Adlie, sama banyak dengan sayang Ben and Danang. Mereka setaraf in my life. They are the bomb. ;D guys are only important in certain games, but they’re certainly special when they’re really different.

Health.

My tongue has a cut. And it hurts like crap. People always say, put your saliva to cure it faster. Since my tongue has saliva at all times yet tetap tak cure, does this mean I have to make out? WOW! Good reason to actually have it I guess! ;P AHAHAHA!