it's that time of the year again

It’s that time of the year again. Form fives leaving the school. Heading to the real world. Would like to wish each and everyone of you good luck with whatever you’re gonna do. So yea, the form fives in my school hates me. Why? Cause I’ve got attitude. Bad attitude. Be afraid. Be very afraid. Oooooh, scary! Ahaha! Stupid eh? I mean, everyone have attitude. Oh and cause I’m lame. Oh gosh, what a darn good reason to hate someone. I don’t care much though. I mean, I’ve got nothing against them and I only hate a few. With reasons. Anyhow, I will miss someone in form five. Just one I guess. And that’s Bashar. I know, I’m surprised myself too. Eheh. Nah, maybe it’s because he’s mostly there when I really need someone to talk to. And that he helped me with almost anything I need help with. He’s the only guy I can really get involved with and yet not have any feelings towards him. AHAH! Bull. Ok, I did like him but sekejap je kot. What is there not to like about him? Dia sangatlah sweet. Baik hati. And Bashar, if you happen to read this, I’m not saying it because I want something; I’m just saying it because it’s true.

It’s that time of the year again. School holidays. Not that I don’t like it or hate it. I’m just not a fan of it. I mean, 2 months of what? Practically nothing. And hell yea, one thing’s for sure. I’m gonna miss my baby girls like drop dead much. Oh yea, study. SPM ahead. Caution. I’m scared. I know it’s like months away but that’s the thing. Its months away now. Soon it’ll be weeks. Then days and minutes and seconds. By that time, I’d be like aaa, dead? I’ve got a dilemma. Should I drop Ekonomi Asas or English Literature? I mean, I fail like every single paper I sat for. It’s not gonna get any better if I simply don’t understand what the teacher teaches. Or should I take up tuition for it? Cause I just don’t know what to do. ;( It’s a sad, sad feeling. Hee=D

It’s that time of the year again. 2008 is coming to an end and 2009 is taking a peek at the people that year may destroy. And I was referring to me, to be exact. SPM SPM SPM! scary ok. Bashar would say "alaa, spm jer!" what the heck? It's only the biggest exam I've to do to get through the rest of the real world. Oh whatever. It's only months away. GOSH MIM! quit saying it, you'll make it a habit. See, SPM's not even here and I've gone insane. Talking to myself. heh. I'm really gonna miss 2008 as I missed 2007. It's almost 366 days, what's there not to miss? Broke up with a guy I was with. Got together with my present boyfriend like a month later. Had a fight with a teacher. Getting together with friends most of the time. Got my first job. Involve in a fight in school which was not supposed to happen. There are nice times and bad times. It's what life is. And hell I'd miss the fun I had. Family and friends really did their part and I really love them.

haih, it's that time again. gotta stop typing.

love always,

Mim.